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There's been so much work and I haven't drawn enough that I've deemed healthy so imma try and do a drawing or sketch a day that'll hopefully get my spirits up to rainbow level. It'll be mostly jun, undertale or Steven universe so yep. *flies off into the somewhat distance *
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it's 2019 holy fruitcake, im 19 in college and i dunno it feels meta but good i guess
Wow alot of stuff is going to occur
So. Hey. Haven't been as "active" as I would have liked, being a senior and all, sigh. On a nicer note, I've decided to do a couple of things right now.
* Begin a Chibi Commission!(finally)
*Somehow be in my school's Japan Cultural Exchange trip...
*Leave Ap Stats for more time with my art.
There's been a mismatch of other stuff that's happened, like career days or college essays and the like.
But I needed to start something with my art so why not a commission(as nervous as I am...)
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Awareness of the Brain (a bit funky and serious)
So I haven't been seriously practicing art, however I've been thinking deeply about it (sometimes philosophical-ish sometimes just face blank-ish). Like how I can actually get myself motivated or at least cope with this low esteem of mine.
Sometimes I get really discouraged with doing big art pieces, that's why commissions and requests make me nervous cause I feel like it's a "big" thing, you know? So when I want to do a them big pieces of art just for funsies I'll get real excited in the beginning but start to laze around though.... it's a bad habit I know.
Self reflection really helps make me feel better, the motivation it gives me to face
Im back, for art
Honestly I've been thinking on how I could improve myself on my art skills. I haven't been...doing much improvement and I'm not sure how I should go about it But babe steps yo. And it doesn't help that school is almost starting, going to be a senior and all. I want to try going to art college because it just feels right but, i dunno. Lingering doubts and thoughts.
I'll try to post some more stuff about me here to help out my brain and stuff. I like going deep with people but the problem is that...how or what do I do when they feel horrible?
Anyway, more practices for me, gotta form my art portfolio(finally) and SATS and ACTS. Gotta study th
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